2007/08/08

2007/01/30

i cry

i cried last night , for the wihole night , and this morning i cried, the whole morning .

i feel very bad .

my tears weaponed the keyboard , it`s bitter .

baby , I don`t know how to get along with you . In your mind , maybe I`m a childlish , selfish , stone-hearted , stupid girl and I can get along well with all your friend . You said that I am to sensitive and I know in your mind I am so self-centered . Please tell me how to be your miss right .

I feel bad . I don`t wanna cry any more .

How to get along with you ?Nobody tell me . I cannot make you happy even I have cried to make my eyes hurt . It feels like to be a fool .

Are you happy when you be with me ?no , even not as happy as be wiyh your sisters , bros , friends . I feel sad , I cry , but I can`t let you konw , or you`ll` say , don`t make yourself to feel have been rather hard done by .

Whant`s wrong with us !?What`s wrong with me ?!

Is it so hard to be myself ?What is wrong with me ?

it racalled me a lot of people during my past life time . They leave , or maybe I let them go . What`s the different ? Luckey , I am .

my tears stopped , my heart still painfull . What am I doing now ? Change is hard to endure but I have to . Baby , I feel bad . Perhaps you will never understand .

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she must be the reason why God make a girl